Got my new blog on my phone

its been to long does anyone read this thing lol

Well i really dont think anyone keeps track of any of this. Anyway JP and Mckenzie are now 2 and 4. JP is potty trained so no more diapers in my life YAY. of course my husband wants another one done the road a little and my crazy ass is actually considering it. My friends Marsha has a blog and I'm pretty sure she keeps up with hers way better then I do. When I'm at home I have no time what so ever to blog but I do have plenty of time to do it at work. I work for a builder names Danliegh Homes and I sit in a model saturday and sunday from 11am to 5pm. Sometimes I have 5 people come in and most times I have like 2 come in since the economy sucks. Anyway I think the problem is I know no one is reading this LOL and I usually have no idea what to write about it. I think writing down my thoughts is very therapeutic I keep a Journal and when I'm sad or angry I always like to write down what I'm feeling. I know its not going to turn out like Ann Franks diary or anything it just helps me cope with the things I'm going through at that time. No one should ever read it and if they did they would probably think I was a horrible person lol.

I wish that I was a more creative person. I can't remember if I ever wrote about my scrapbook habit I think I did I go out and buy all the stuff to do it and I never touch it because I have no idea what to do with it. Every so often I'll go to the basement and go through all of it but I never get inspired to do anything with it. Paul hates that I have all of it and he want to throw all of it way because it takes up space in my basement but I'm like a hoarder who doesn't want to get rid of their trash. I don't get very many things to myself I share most everything that I have but my scrapbook supplies are mine and mine alone and I refuse to throw any of it away. HA

Thanks for reading

an update

Thanks for reading OMG its been forever what to write about. well its august 1st 2011 Mckenzie is now 3 and im convinced shes the devil lol. she defiantly going through a stage but i love her. JP will be 2 in september wow he is my angel child always smiling and happy love him to. i can't get enough of his smile. I have a new job as a sales assistant for Danliegh homes its boring and i don't make enough money but its a job and lots of room for advancement so im happy. ive been married to my husband for five years hes a paramedic in baltimore county and belair fire dept. he works all the time because i make crap for money so i have the kids to myself most of the time.

i think since the last time i blogged my god mother died her name is Nancy i miss her more and more everyday. i never treated her good enough and i wish we were closer she was the best ever i wish she was here to see my kids grow up. i can't not cry whenever i think about her she was an awesome lady.

ive decided that i don't have many friends i wish i would have kept in touch with a lot of my friends but it seems im always the one to make the first move in keeping in touch and i just got tired of it. i have a couple of close friends and they know who they are of course

my sister is graduating form stevenson university thats a big thing shes the first in my family that has finished college let alone started it. my mother didn't finish high school her father died when she was a teenager so she quit to take care of her mother and younger brother. my father graduated from high school and was suppose to inherit a family business but they had to sell it. so needless to say we are all very proud of her. next stop grad school shes the best sister ever and of course i wsh our relationship was better.

my brother has a good job with good benefits at MRAS im glad he was able to get such a good job at such a young age. we don't have the best relationship but i love him hes my brother. we are proud of him most of the time lol

so its pretty sad that im the oldest by 4 and 6 year and both my sibling make more money then i do how pathetic is that. i think if it wasn't for having two kids id be a pretty big disappointment to my family. i wish i would have finished college and lived on my own for a little while before i go married and had kids, but things always work out for the best i have two beautiful fun kids and im happy with that. well now that everyone is updated what to write about next lol. hopefully ill be able to blog about camping soon we are going for 2 weeks this month im excited so until next time

The kids are getting big

A new start

So all my blog followers I have a new blog. Its an all camping blog. paul and i do a lot of camping so i decided to start a blog about it. All camping all the time. The only problem is I'm having some trouble finding people to follow. Most of them are all older couples that do it full time because they're retired. I don't mind following older people because i would love to learn the tricks of the trade. I'm always looking for space savers and things to cook since of course an RV stove can't fit a regular size pan. hopefully i get some followers soon and people will love my new blog. :)

At the fire house

What to blog about?

Spilling my beans is suffering. i can't think of things to write about i feel as if i don't have any real passion in life. what do i want to do with my life... i want to write i love writing but what to write about, thats the real issue here isn't it.

Today i watched julia and julia. what an inspiring story. how one person could blog about something everyday for a year is unimaginable to me. im sure if i had something to write about it may not be as hard. So maybe i should rename my personal blog to something different. i can't very well write about knitting because i can't knit. i don't scrapbook very often so thats out to , and the fact that im not very good at it would be an uninterested read in my opinion. i don't cook so theres one more thing down . im not a big partier so thats out to. hmm people blog about there pets but that would only be good when Elle does something stupid which does in fact happen quit often i would say. blogging about my kids would work out pretty good they do entertain, but how entertaining are other peoples kids lol. i know my kids are the only kids i like.

The reason i bring this subject up is because from time to time i find myself scrolling through other peoples blogs and most people know exactly what they want to blog about. their blogs are organized they have pictures and links and some even have videos. since i have no clue about computers i cant do those things but i would like to of course. i may have to go out and get a book, blogging for dummies, im sure theres one out there somewhere and then maybe my blog will as beautiful as other peoples.

So WHile ive been writing ive been thinking. I could have a camping blog. I do have an RV and we go camping very often even though we don't usually leave MAryland. Im sure that would be something to blog about every now and then. i own a camera and i can take pictures and figure out how to upload them on to my blog. well there you go, im going to blog about camping, my kids, my dog, and other views i have about certain issues so what do you think readers?