an update

Thanks for reading OMG its been forever what to write about. well its august 1st 2011 Mckenzie is now 3 and im convinced shes the devil lol. she defiantly going through a stage but i love her. JP will be 2 in september wow he is my angel child always smiling and happy love him to. i can't get enough of his smile. I have a new job as a sales assistant for Danliegh homes its boring and i don't make enough money but its a job and lots of room for advancement so im happy. ive been married to my husband for five years hes a paramedic in baltimore county and belair fire dept. he works all the time because i make crap for money so i have the kids to myself most of the time.

i think since the last time i blogged my god mother died her name is Nancy i miss her more and more everyday. i never treated her good enough and i wish we were closer she was the best ever i wish she was here to see my kids grow up. i can't not cry whenever i think about her she was an awesome lady.

ive decided that i don't have many friends i wish i would have kept in touch with a lot of my friends but it seems im always the one to make the first move in keeping in touch and i just got tired of it. i have a couple of close friends and they know who they are of course

my sister is graduating form stevenson university thats a big thing shes the first in my family that has finished college let alone started it. my mother didn't finish high school her father died when she was a teenager so she quit to take care of her mother and younger brother. my father graduated from high school and was suppose to inherit a family business but they had to sell it. so needless to say we are all very proud of her. next stop grad school shes the best sister ever and of course i wsh our relationship was better.

my brother has a good job with good benefits at MRAS im glad he was able to get such a good job at such a young age. we don't have the best relationship but i love him hes my brother. we are proud of him most of the time lol

so its pretty sad that im the oldest by 4 and 6 year and both my sibling make more money then i do how pathetic is that. i think if it wasn't for having two kids id be a pretty big disappointment to my family. i wish i would have finished college and lived on my own for a little while before i go married and had kids, but things always work out for the best i have two beautiful fun kids and im happy with that. well now that everyone is updated what to write about next lol. hopefully ill be able to blog about camping soon we are going for 2 weeks this month im excited so until next time